Sadly I can't go to Seoul I'm broke have no permission and have no one to take/go with. I just wanted to share my experience #MY1STVERSE Okay so it all started when I was young (elementary) I didn't have a good life parents seperated when I was in 5th grade and we went some where else like a home stay? Looked for house moved in and honestly it was okay. 𝐈 just didn't like my family I was always having problems. I kept them to myself and whenever I couldn't handle it anymore I would just cry in my room but the problem is it became a habit to hit/scratch myself whenever I did cry. I kept doing that all the time I couldn't handle it. I also got called like things about my weight growing up and I'm so insecure about my body I can't wear shorts outside still. 𝐒𝐨 it all affected me badly growing up I can't find ways to open up to friends I act all happy with everyone. I cried many times I honestly felt like I couldn't handle it I just wanted to hurt myself badly because it was too much to handle but I'm better now (no longer like that). I found my happiness with kpop/bl/music. I'm happy I found 1verse and the other 11 kpop bags I stan they make me happy and I rely on them for a happy day. I started liking kpop on 5th grade 2020 was 10 years old now I'm 16 and still with kpop groups 🫶. I forgot too I'm uncomfortable being out of the house for many hours it feels weird for me. My 1verse bias is all cuz I can't choose but I met y'all when your user was still sbboyz I saw Kenny eating the chips and stood up with flowers in his ass first impression of him and that day on I decided to stan but forgot about y'all and y'all appeared in my fyp as 1verse so I decided to stan again till I found out I already did 😹 fav memory. Also to mention with friends I have we aren't really that close I can't and with someone I met online for a week I loved texting her but I messed up and we stopped texting I really cried cuz I loved her and got used to texting her never forgetting that date February 20, 2025 10-12am ish? I was painting a cow at that time. So now I don't get close to my friends. Same experience with another friend 3 years friend Ummm sorry it's too long tried keeping it kinda short clearly didn't work 😭 #MY1STVERSE Good luck to the ones who get one tho I wish y'all luckk! 🫶